thetalkativeexecutive

Dear Jamilu, Today is the 19th of August, its your birthday and i miss you. I signed in to facebook today after your demise. I can't stand it! I found out about your demise on facebook on stupid facebook. No one had the guts to tell me. I wish you had said goodbye. You hated goodbye, you just say see you later. Happy birthday dear Jamilu, Jayboy, my hero, my friend. Keep warm! Till we meet again. Rest on!

Jamilu Shehu Ashaka, words can't begin to explain the depth of pain that i feel at the moment. Sometimes, i wish my phone rings and it is your name on the screen. I hopefully want it to be a lie. I fainted when i heard of your death. I couldn't believe you died without a goodbye. The 28th of May, was the day i heard of your demise. I wanted it to be a lie, a stupid joke until i truly saw your grave. I won't forget you my dear friend. You were more than a brother.You looked out for me, even those days when i piss you off, you still come back & i wonder if anyone can do that for me. You my friend remained my hero until your painful demise.